You are There. The victory is total. The enemy is defeated. Your losses are much less than theirs. You are celebrating and reaching higher and higher when suddenly you think of the others. You've digested your sorrow of those of yours who sacrificed for your victory. Now you think of the defeated enemy. they'll be suffering long time, however they have the same rights as your victorious people and, what's more, they can live together. Hey, you, as the victorious leader, are the main obstacle in the way of future Peace and Harmony. You dislike the thought of it, you stop thinking about it. Then you suddenly notice that you've got what you wanted, the goal is achieved, you have nothing anymore to do down here... you suicide!